I’m f***ing flying! It’s been three days since I left Bentinho Massaro’s retreat in beautiful St. Thomas. So. Many. Shifts.
I left feeling excited, elated, even ecstatic, deep down hoping that the return to “reality” would not wipe it all away. It has not. True, if you were to see me now and you knew me, you would see I was in introspective mode again and I haven’t left my flat whole weekend. I am integrating and that is not only okay, it’s beautifully perfect.
I’m still bursting into tears randomly. They’re tears of joy. Every time I see the pure beauty and perfection of it ALL, I can’t help but cry. Can you blame me?
Even now, as I write this, it dawns on me yet again that I have changed – dramatically and permanently. F**k, yeah!
I had two main actions planned that I would take once I returned home. My first, and the biggest, is quitting my day job. That is still going ahead later this week. I have absolutely no idea as to how I am going to “earn a living” and it doesn’t actually bother me. I’ve done this before and it all worked out perfectly in ways I could not have imagined so I have no reason to doubt it will not again.
The second step was setting up this website. It didn’t occur to me that I would actually start this step first but I am so motivated to take action in the direction of my calling that I am finding it hard not to just go with this momentum.
Where do I see myself in the future? I have no idea. All I know is this – I have no choice but to live in alignment with my calling, wherever that may take me. “What is it?”, you ask?
My calling is All Beings Living Their Joy!