I’m f***ing flying! It’s been three days since I left Bentinho Massaro’s retreat in beautiful St. Thomas. So. Many. Shifts.

I left feeling excited, elated, even ecstatic, deep down hoping that the return to “reality” would not wipe it all away. It has not. True, if you were to see me now and you knew me, you would see I was in introspective mode again and I haven’t left my flat whole weekend. I am integrating and that is not only okay, it’s beautifully perfect.

I’m still bursting into tears randomly. They’re tears of joy. Every time I see the pure beauty and perfection of it ALL, I can’t help but cry. Can you blame me?

Even now, as I write this, it dawns on me yet again that I have changed – dramatically and permanently. F**k, yeah!

I had two main actions planned that I would take once I returned home. My first, and the biggest, is quitting my day job. That is still going ahead later this week. I have absolutely no idea as to how I am going to “earn a living” and it doesn’t actually bother me. I’ve done this before and it all worked out perfectly in ways I could not have imagined so I have no reason to doubt it will not again.

The second step was setting up this website. It didn’t occur to me that I would actually start this step first but I am so motivated to take action in the direction of my calling that I am finding it hard not to just go with this momentum.

Where do I see myself in the future? I have no idea. All I know is this – I have no choice but to live in alignment with my calling, wherever that may take me. “What is it?”, you ask?

My calling is All Beings Living Their Joy!

17 thoughts on “I’m F***ing Flying!

  • Marcelle Wijnand

    Yihaaaaa!!! ✨💓👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼😍 Love you free agent of consciousness.

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    • admin

      Love you too my fellow agent <3
      Let's do this!

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  • Russell Bennett

    Hey Admin, sounds like you are definitely in the joy zone! 2017 is going to be a better time. Peace out. Ruzzo.

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    • admin

      How could it not? haha
      For all of us I think.

      See you soon xx

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  • Michael Morellino

    Living you’re calling is living your joy! That is why being my calling and living my calling is so important to me now, as I do want to experience joy in each moment! Thank you for creating the space of joy! Much love, Mike

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    • admin

      Thank you Mike. Much love to you too 🙂

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  • Frida

    You are awsome! 🙂

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    • admin

      It takes one to know one <3

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  • Thomas

    Beautiful. So glad to hear. I have been reintegrating also. I got home and slept for 16 hours straight. Such a magical week! Taking steps toward my own changes as well, working on a website (might could use a good web designer;) and locked down the email address for Thomas Humphrey Co-Creations. Trying to be with all the fertile uncertainty. Love to you <3 T

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    • admin

      Happy to help if I can. Contact me if you have any questions.

      I’m personally looking forward to see what you’re going to come up with next 🙂
      x

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  • Dorothea

    Dear Nuhar, thank s for sharing this and I wish you all the best 🍀
    I get 59 this year, I m divorsed and I must start from the begin and not knowing how and what is
    Coming into my life, so I wish us bose and all others they in such a situation that we are stay strong and keep hoop that our life s becomes grate 🍀👍send you big hug, and love to hear more from you lg.Dorothea from belguim

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    • admin

      Hi Dorothea,

      I am divorced too. Look at it as getting to start with a blank slate. It can be super exciting, and the world is your oyster!

      Much love xx

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  • Karen Bowe

    Yes! Live in joy! Enjoy! Have fun with All! Always! All Ways, All. xo

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  • Lenka

    Hi Nuhar!!
    I can totally soak up your energy levels from this post 😜👌!!!
    Loving that you had such a great time that inspired you to such incredible levels!!
    Looking forward to reading more from
    you!!!❤️❤️❤️

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    • admin

      Thanks Lenka. Let’s catch up soon x

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  • Ellen

    I do web design and Graphic Design… T shirts and all the good stuff that comes with creating! I wanted to be at the retreat as well but was not there! I am creating my own awesome reality and if I can help you guys with any thing please let me know! thatartdept@gmail.com.

    Peace!

    Elly

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  • Z

    Hello! I didn’t go to the retreat but I’m listening to the livestream now. Loved your blog! Thank you for the inspiration to listen to our calling and follow it.
    Creation..creation..creation.

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